Most of us do not want to fall. It's either literally falling or somehow falling down to lowest ranks or falling in love. Right now, I'm falling in love.
I'm scared. I'm dumbfounded with the fact that I am certainly scared of being hurt again. I mean, I've risked my emotions and feelings for people who just hurt me but right now, I think that I do not want things to happen to me again.
I'm falling. I'm falling to the fact that she can be "the one" or somehow a person who can be part of my life for a short moment of time. I liked her. I liked her from the moment we first met and I liked her even before meeting her. It's like, I've walked through a path that is unknown to everyone yet I am scared what awaits me in the end. I am scared that if I fall too hard, I might really fall, hurting myself in the process to which I am not ready.
I am not ready to get hurt again. I am not ready to feel the pain. I am not ready for commitment but I can try. I can try to stand the pain. I can try to be the best for her. I can try if I can and if given the chance to be her guy, I'll do my very best to show her what I can do to make her happy and fulfilled.
To sum up, I really don't know. I really don't know if I want to but I love her. I don't know if I can but I know I can. I just, I'm really that confused.
